/sighs/

I am very suffocated.

Everyone is suffocating me.

Peer pressure is getting into me, and i can't do anything but to cry.

I thought---I REALLY thought that I'm mature enough not to get sway with all the dramas of my teenage life, once again I'm wrong.

I want someone to understand me-- no just someone to embrace me or someone who will say "You can do it" or "Goodluck" I am very afraid to seek help from others. I hate rejection after all.

My imaginary family is so warm--so warm that I'm afraid that I might get burn. Their bond is so strong that I think that I'm not really fitted to be with them. Chi-san, L-chan and M-chan..i dont really want to trouble them. as well as S-chan since we're still kinda awkward with each other. V-chan ..i tried to tell her that I'm breaking down but.. i got afraid.. that's why i erase the idea. Ichi-chan.. I dont really want her to see this side of me, she might hate me or just .. I don't really want to find out the consequences.

FUCK MY LIFE.

Tell ME!

Are you contented?

Do you think that you'r life is worth it?

FAMILY :3

Let me introduce to you my family :)

Chi-san is the GOD---i mean the DAD. He's very responsible, a critical thinker and a good leader. He's very good in giving advice and a reliable dad.

L-chan is the eldest sister; she loves to tease the younger ones (bullying included xD) and she swears a lot. But-- she's really reliable and you can count on her when you have a problem--she will help you-- with a price--and it will ends with bullying again.

S-chan is the second, she's very caring and kind. She smiles and very friendly. Though she's sensitive and emotional sometimes. She's good in gathering information.

M-chan is the eldest brother, he's a pervert--but really funny. He smiles a lot, but he's lonely inside. He's a good singer.

Ichi-chan is the third daughter, she's very prank and curses a lot too. She's possessive in a good way. She takes care of the clumsy fourth daughter.

A-chan is the silent, clumsy, and a scaredy-cat fourth daughter. She's not very good dealing with strangers, but once you get to know her, she's fun to talk to.

V-chan is the fifth daughter. She's very kind and really thoughtful--she worries a lot though. She's a good listener.

WE'RE A HAPPY FAMILY :"D

RANDOM SHIT FROM YOURS TRULY

I just want to share ~ <3

COLLDDDDDDDD;w;

There was an interesting guy
and I am currently talking to him .w.

Cold Fingers, stuttering words and all the spasms xD

It's really bad to stalk someone !

Bad! Bad! Banana!

HELLO! HELLO!

Konnichiwa~

It's my first time making a blog (and i still have no idea what's the purpose of doing this)
I guess i'll just post random stuffs, complaints, experiences etc, (geez ! what's the sense of making a Blog when you don't have any idea what to put?) Bleh! I'm random